Monday, 23 February 2026

When Doubt Creeps In

There are moments when faith feels steady and bright – and other moments when quiet questions begin to surface. 

We may be praying, reading Scripture, or sitting quietly after Communion when an unexpected thought slips into our minds: 

Can this really be true? 


Can a man truly rise from the dead? 

Can a child truly be born of a virgin? 

Did these events actually happen in history – or have we simply inherited beautiful religious stories?

When doubt creeps in, we may feel unsettled. We may even feel embarrassed, as though mature faith should never wrestle with questions. Yet the presence of doubt does not mean the absence of faith. Often, it means our faith is being invited to grow deeper roots.


Naming the Questions Honestly

Christianity makes bold claims. It does not present mild moral advice or vague spirituality. It proclaims that God entered history.

The angel announced to Mary, "The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you" (Luke 1:35, RSV-CE). The Church teaches that Jesus was conceived by the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary. 
That is not symbolic language. 
 
It is a concrete claim about reality.

The Resurrection is even more staggering. "He is not here, for he has risen, as he said" (Matthew 28:6, RSV-CE). If Christ did not rise bodily from the dead, the foundation of Christianity collapses. As St. Paul writes, "If Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile" (1 Corinthians 15:17, RSV-CE).

When we ask whether these things truly happened, we are not being rebellious. We are confronting the heart of our faith. Christianity stands or falls on events – not merely on ideas.

But Scripture also reminds us, "For with God nothing will be impossible" (Luke 1:37, RSV-CE). If God is the Creator of life itself, then miracles are not irrational. They are extraordinary acts of divine power within creation.

The Faith of Witnesses

When doubt whispers that the Gospel stories are myths, it is worth remembering how they came to us.

The New Testament writings are rooted in eyewitness testimony. St. John opens his first letter with words that sound almost like a legal declaration: "That which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon and touched with our hands… we proclaim also to you" (1 John 1:1 – 3, RSV-CE).

This is not the language of distant legend. It is the language of encounter.

St. Luke explains that he investigated everything carefully and wrote an orderly account "that you may know the truth concerning the things of which you have been informed" (Luke 1:4, RSV-CE). His Gospel reflects research, interviews, and historical care.

St. Peter insists, "We did not follow cleverly devised myths… but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty" (2 Peter 1:16, RSV-CE).

These men were not repeating folklore generations later. They were testifying to what they had seen – to a crucified and risen Lord.

The Witness of the Martyrs

It is one thing to claim to have seen something extraordinary. It is another to die rather than deny it.

St. Peter was crucified for preaching Christ.
St. Paul was executed in Rome.
St. James the Greater was killed by the sword.

These were not distant believers clinging to secondhand rumors. They were direct witnesses of the Resurrection. Their preaching brought imprisonment, suffering, and death. Yet they did not recant.

The courage continued in the early Church. St. Ignatius of Antioch went to his martyrdom urging Christians to remain united in Christ. St. Perpetua and St. Felicity faced execution with profound serenity and trust.

In later centuries, martyrs such as St. Thomas More and St. Maximilian Kolbe bore witness under different regimes and pressures.

People may die for something they believe to be true. But it strains reason to think that large numbers of eyewitnesses would willingly endure torture and death for something they knew to be fabricated.

Their sacrifice does not prove faith mathematically. But it powerfully strengthens its credibility.

Saints Who Lived Through Spiritual Darkness

Even with strong historical foundations, faith can still feel fragile at times. Saints themselves endured seasons of interior trial.

St. John Henry Newman lived in an age of skepticism and intellectual upheaval. He wrestled with questions carefully and thoughtfully, ultimately concluding that Christian faith was both reasonable and deeply coherent.

St. Thérèse of Lisieux endured a profound trial of faith near the end of her life. She described feeling surrounded by darkness and doubt. Yet she chose trust. She did not cling to emotional certainty. She clung to Christ.

Doubt, when faced honestly, can purify faith. It can strip away complacency and lead us to a more deliberate commitment.

Faith and Reason Together

The Church has never taught that faith means abandoning reason. Rather, faith builds upon it.

If God exists – and reason provides compelling arguments for His existence – then the possibility of divine action in history is not absurd. The Resurrection is not a random impossibility. It is a unique act of the Creator within creation.

The Incarnation is not mythology shaped by imagination. It is the claim that the eternal Word entered time.

Christian belief is not blind optimism. It is trust grounded in testimony, historical continuity, philosophical reflection, and lived experience across centuries.

Mystery remains. But mystery does not mean contradiction. It means depth beyond full comprehension.

Practical Steps When Doubt Appears

When doubt creeps into our hearts, we do not need to suppress it or dramatize it.

First – we can bring it into prayer. We can echo the father in the Gospel who cried out, "I believe; help my unbelief!" (Mark 9:24, RSV-CE). That prayer acknowledges both faith and struggle.

Second – we can return to the Gospels themselves. Reading the Resurrection narratives slowly often reveals small, concrete details that speak of authenticity.

Third – we can study the lives of the martyrs and early Christians. Their courage can steady our wavering.

Fourth – we can remain close to the Sacraments. Grace strengthens what arguments alone cannot.

Finally – we can stay within the life of the Church. Isolation amplifies doubt. Community steadies it.

Weekly Challenge

This week, let us choose one passage that has caused us hesitation – perhaps the Annunciation or a Resurrection account – and read it slowly, prayerfully, and attentively.

Let us also learn about one martyr of the early Church and reflect on their fidelity.

Rather than pushing doubt away, let us allow it to become an invitation to deeper study, deeper prayer, and deeper trust.

Prayer to Our Lady of Lourdes

Our Lady of Lourdes, Mother who believed the angel's message even when it seemed impossible, intercede for us.

You accepted that you would conceive by the Holy Spirit. You stood at the foot of the Cross when hope seemed shattered. You trusted beyond what you could fully understand.

Pray for us in our daily lives – when questions arise, when uncertainty unsettles us, when faith feels fragile. Lead us gently to your Son. Strengthen our trust. Help us to remain faithful.

Our Lady of Lourdes, pray for us.

A prayer for all who read this blog post and all who never will

Lord Jesus, risen and living, when doubt touches our hearts, steady us.

Remind us of those who saw You alive after death. Remind us of those who proclaimed You at the cost of their lives. Remind us that truth is not erased by our questions.

Deepen our faith through honest seeking. Strengthen our hope in Your Resurrection. And help us to walk forward with quiet confidence in what You have revealed.

Amen.

Final Prayer-Poem

When questions rise
And certainties bend,
When shadows fall
And thoughts contend,

Let us not fear
The searching mind,
Nor lose the light
We seek to find.

Through witness brave
And empty tomb,
Through Virgin's yes
And sealed room,

Faith stands –
Not fragile myth,
But living flame
We walk with.

Parish Invitation

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"For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I in the midst of them" (Matthew 18:20, RSV-CE).

We would be honored to welcome you.